Dear Diary or Journal...or whatever....

so today I had a tough day. Got to school, being strapped for cash and with a gas guzzling station wagon, doesnt help the cause. But good thing on the way to school I saw the bus in operation, which is dope cuz the strike is temporarily over. LA has been whack for the past couple weeks with the fires, grocery strikes, the flu i caught, and the bus strikes. Flu is gone, fires done, and bus strike too...so this week i'll be taking the bus cuz my pass is valid until the end of the year thanks to the strike.

Moving on...class sucked arse as usual...they just get longer and longer and with the struggle of keeping my roza is...well....a struggle...after class, i went to the library, didn't study, hehe, sorry, i went online and played some gin until my next class...what??? i needed to let loose dawg! let a brotha be! Don't be hatin'! But it just depressed me some more cuz I was ranked with over 1600 points, which is good, and now im down to 149-something. Even my boss lady kicked my ass.

Eventually iftar came around and once again i didn't have anything during class, so i went and got water. It was worth it cuz when I got dera's place, ily had saved food for dera and I. Arab food with kebabs. deeeeee-lish.

Now I wonder about people. All this terrorist stuff, Bush, all this crap that goes on. People need to understand that...damn it....people are different...i know, it's a brilliant thought I've come up with! I don't know what else to say, but the agenda of everyone needs to be put in check. Also, judging people to the hypocrits out there...seriously need look at themselves. Reason why I bring this up is cuz of groups from above and certain Muslim organizations. All the conservatives, moderates, liberals need to just chill...you are who you are and if you want to get closer to god, that's fine, but don't go up to force your beliefs, you ain't getting crap out of it. I am just speaking out of experiences. I went to Sunday school all my life, I know 5 pillars etc. and here comes some born again telling me crap that I should know because I'm talking to a...well...i don't think i should say it...female. Mannnn....no disrespect...I flippin' saw you talking to two of them the other day on campus.

I just read an email about 'DATING in ISLAM is HARAM.' I just wanted to say that was the wackest email I've ever read. It had some relevant hadiths and quotes from the Qu'ran, but other than that, man was it lame. Simply a typical opinionated email and one of the worst email trying to argue for the point that dating is Haram.
"Well, Imran, if you so ticked off at it, why don't you write a proper email?"
"Well, maybe cuz i ain't whack like the foo who wrote it."

Sorry, that was negative, but you know...it happens alll the time!!! the emails that is....
My view on dating is...if you are gonna do it...don't be hypocritcal about it and do it behind peoples backs and accuse them of doing wrong in front. Now that is whack.

Ya...so...now i can breath...people need to chill...right now the thing that keeps my in line is...(people are gonna get annoyed and welll...weirded out) Eid Banquet 2004. I should be thinking about graduation and looking for a job...but what keeps me going for all that is Banquet. More on my feelings on it later....ahhh....goodnight....

Song of the night : Third Eye Blind - "Good For You"